I was at Liquid Kitchen just now with Man, Ruz and Desmond, after dinner at Prata House with Yani. I was feeling terrible the whole day, and asked them to accompany me for some drinks. I'm feeling the stress in within me, the feeling undescribe-able. When they asked me,"Why are you feeling this way?" I will just answer them,"It's about schoolwork." And is this really the only reason why i'm feeling this way? I have never felt this way before, never even when i'm doing my major examinations. A bad news came, many of you will be surprised and say that i'm childish whatsoever. But, i've the tendency to pick up smoking. I know that i'll be guilty for doing this, and even for the people around me. They never expect me to do this, never. You can't do this, Clara! That was what hit me onto my head real hard. The problem lies with me. Where is my time management? Where is my determination? I'm feeling so lost. I know I have to get this over and done with. I will !



Apart from this feeling i was having, or in fact, still having it, i did enjoy myself with my classmates today at NYP Open House and Hady Mirza Concert at NYP.

Toodles!

Catch me again tmr at the Open House. ;)

It's such a pain in the ass how you're treating others. Oh man, get a life, little girl !